[ 'you may not find them in the next life, yuan'er.
he falls silent at those words and a moment passes, then another, and another. it is true he may very well not find them in the next life, or worse the past will repeat and he will find himself at arms length once again. alone with an ache that never fades as the same tragedy befalls them all and he is helpless to prevent it. the thought sits heavily on his shoulders, learned habits from his previous life clashing violently wei wuxian's words.
didn't blade call him someone dear? didn't dan heng invite him to move in with them? had he truly not considered that jing yuan himself may be a part of that happiness he is so determined to protect? perhaps wei wuxian is right to call him stupid. ]
You may be right, I may not find them in the next life. Although I am afraid it is not as simple as telling them all that has sat in my chest.
[It isn't even a bad thing he went quiet. In fact, that's exactly what Wei Wuxian was looking for. It means he's thinking about it. Maybe realizing that what he said was downright silly.
He leaned back in his chair again as the long silence lingered and eventually was broken. His tone in the follow up made it sound like he was as carefree as ever.]
It's not as complicated as thinking you're going to ruin everything either. [Pot meet slightly unaware kettle.] You'll find the chance the more you stay with them. Don't you always find the best opportunities?
[Yes, this is different from the 5-D Chess Jing Yuan tends to play but considering he played 5-D chess to gaslight himself Wei Wuxian figured he still wasn't wrong.]
[ that drags a low chuckle from the back of his throat, of all the people saying such things to him it is not lost on jing yuan that it is wei wuxian. the situation may be vastly different but he cannot help but find amusement in the swaps of their roles. ]
Dan Heng asked me to move in with them before we came to this island. [ the fates have already begun to push the pieces into place. ] The opportunity will likely arrive sooner than you might think.
[ notably this is the first time he mentioned either of them by name, but don't worry about it. ]
You know me too well, Wei Ying, and you are a good friend.
Oh? So the other is Dan Heng! You move so fast, Yuan'er. [He sounds positively delighted by this. You have massively fucked Dan Heng over. Congratulations. Like sure he is genuinely happy Jing Yuan has found people and Dan Heng deserved to be happy indeed but also.]
Of course I do, we've known each other for a long time. You can't keep dragging your feet for long if you're living under the same roof together. You're not gonna prove me wrong, right? [Said with the tone of knowing damn well the worst thing in the world is to admit Wei Wuxian is right.]
was that by accident or was it intentional? it is hard to say. but alas he cannot take back his words now. ]
Ah, yes he is. Although the only move I made was to visit them, everything else fell into place without my intervention. [ or more specifically he was forbidden from leaving after all that happened, something that benefitted them all it seems. ]
I would never dream of such a thing.
[ you little demon, just you wait you'll get yours. ]
You're so nice! [There is a minute shift in his tone, showing that he's genuine, but he still sounded like the little shitkicker that he was.] I'll be cheering you on, Yuan'er.
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he falls silent at those words and a moment passes, then another, and another. it is true he may very well not find them in the next life, or worse the past will repeat and he will find himself at arms length once again. alone with an ache that never fades as the same tragedy befalls them all and he is helpless to prevent it. the thought sits heavily on his shoulders, learned habits from his previous life clashing violently wei wuxian's words.
didn't blade call him someone dear? didn't dan heng invite him to move in with them? had he truly not considered that jing yuan himself may be a part of that happiness he is so determined to protect? perhaps wei wuxian is right to call him stupid. ]
You may be right, I may not find them in the next life. Although I am afraid it is not as simple as telling them all that has sat in my chest.
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He leaned back in his chair again as the long silence lingered and eventually was broken. His tone in the follow up made it sound like he was as carefree as ever.]
It's not as complicated as thinking you're going to ruin everything either. [Pot meet slightly unaware kettle.] You'll find the chance the more you stay with them. Don't you always find the best opportunities?
[Yes, this is different from the 5-D Chess Jing Yuan tends to play but considering he played 5-D chess to gaslight himself Wei Wuxian figured he still wasn't wrong.]
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Dan Heng asked me to move in with them before we came to this island. [ the fates have already begun to push the pieces into place. ] The opportunity will likely arrive sooner than you might think.
[ notably this is the first time he mentioned either of them by name, but don't worry about it. ]
You know me too well, Wei Ying, and you are a good friend.
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Of course I do, we've known each other for a long time. You can't keep dragging your feet for long if you're living under the same roof together. You're not gonna prove me wrong, right? [Said with the tone of knowing damn well the worst thing in the world is to admit Wei Wuxian is right.]
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was that by accident or was it intentional? it is hard to say. but alas he cannot take back his words now. ]
Ah, yes he is. Although the only move I made was to visit them, everything else fell into place without my intervention. [ or more specifically he was forbidden from leaving after all that happened, something that benefitted them all it seems. ]
I would never dream of such a thing.
[ you little demon, just you wait you'll get yours. ]
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You're so nice! [There is a minute shift in his tone, showing that he's genuine, but he still sounded like the little shitkicker that he was.] I'll be cheering you on, Yuan'er.